Chapter 1
This must be how men feel when they get behind closed doors with that one woman. The anticipation, the wanting, the excitement, the questions “is it finally happening”, and the wishing, then the winds vanish. A false start and then the doubts begin and uncertainty crosses their minds. They start feeling inadequate, and finally the wishing starts all over again. That’s been my life for the last ten years. I have known exactly what I wanted to do, and have been encouraged by friends and family to follow my dreams. I see the stories in my head, hear them in my ears, and dream them in my slumber but when it comes to sitting down and putting them on paper…a false start.
